pre-2012 resolutions.

i'm not sure about how i feel about the fact that now work is my primary concern over everything else. as in, for example, right now, when i felt like writing, i would first think if i still have any work to do before i can spend some time blogging.  which is also the case with almost everything else, for examples:

1) i'm supposed to be the initiator between my fellow rakan sekerja to go for a RM15-eat-all-durian-you-can this week, which, by the look of it, is going to be either tomorrow or friday. but i'm so into my current task, that i just couldn't be bothered to think about the makan-durian thing, which still has a lot of things to do such as confirming when, inviting who, and how to get there. malas ah.

2) usually i'll be on the lookout for buddies to hang out. the fact that it's the last week of the month contributes a bit to the current situation of many people going for a vacation at this point of time. but even those who are still around... i just don't feel like arranging something with them. not while i still have an important deadline tomorrow, and a less urgent one the day after.

3) i forewent (forego but in past tense?) gym today in favour of going home at 5.30pm so that i can take a nap (an hour long, that is... from 6 to maghrib) in the comfort of my own room with my own bed as opposed to taking a power nap in your cubicle to recharge.

which leads me to what i want to talk about. the gym thing.

the thing about the gym thing, is that, not so long ago, foregoing workout in favour of something as pemalas as sleeping would be (slightly) unthinkable. but now... it is happening!!

and i was actually thinking of starting a new resolution for 2012, that is to go to the gym or something, but by doing it this week, so as to have some sort of momentum going into the new year, instead of starting scratch next year. merepek je actually, since it's only a few days difference, i mean, it's not that i've started well -like, weeks- before the new year. takde makna sangat sebenarnya.

but now it looks like this week there will be no gym altogether. will start anew next year instead.

good enough. at least now i can reflect on the whole year that is coming to an end very soon, and plan up new ones for the coming 2012.

but even that, the 2011 review and 2012 preview, will have to wait until i'm done with this week's deadlines. heh.

perhaps i should make a note already about what i can include in my 2012 resolutions: ACHIEVE WORK-LIFE BALANCE LA WEH!