Monday, 26 December 2011

Meaningless Long Weekend

so i was looking at the archives, and i saw that the frequency of posts is deteriorating.

and i thought this long weekend, maybe i could write something meaningful.

but turns out that, there isn't anything worth writing. so i thought, hm, maybe i should reflect and write about why is it that, despite the long weekend, i don't feel like writing anything.

why eh?

is it because there isn't anything happening that's blogworthy? or is it because i have no time? or is it because the life has been so fast-paced that i just could not keep up to at least stop for a while and look back at what's happening? dan lain lain lagi?

let's try to look at the options, one by one. and see if there's any element of truth to any one of it. or maybe all of them.

there's nothing happening recently since the last update? quite possible. while it's true that almost everyday is different to me (not because of work, but because after work i ought to do something different from the day before for the whole week), but it's nothing of significance. i could write about what i did everyday. stuff like monday hang out with high school friends, tuesday stayed at home for dinner with parents, wednesday movie night with PNB buddies, thursday the usual Thursday Night Futsal, friday the mini KY06 reunion. but those are... quite mundane, in comparison to...

see i can't even remember the last time i had something that's not as mundane.

so. it is true that there isn't much happening.

what about "i have no time!"? true, to some extent. went to office at 7, finished at 5 (hopefully), go to gym till 6 something, then go back home. maghrib, isya, then dinner, and it's already 10pm. read pages, surf stuff, and i'm already sleepy, and go to bed latest at 12, later than that will result in struggles to stay awake the next day after lunchtime.

when la to blog?

about life has been very fast-paced. i'm not so sure about it. because during office hours, time does seem like going very slowly. it's just that when it's weekends that you realized that, eh it's already been a week. and sometimes (although it's only been 3 times that i got my payslip, one of which was in mid-December), i did feel like "eh it's payday already". i mean, what had happened?

and sometimes there is just so many things to do, that blogging will go to the bottom of the priority list. i mean, compared to finishing the company valuation, or hanging out with close friends, or accompanying parents to wherever that they want to go... which one do you think need the most amount of attention?

conclusion: forgive me for the lack of updates. heh.

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